BEING YOURSELF------ IS IT SO BAD
AS A KID I WAS A VERY SKINNY AND A NERD AS A PERSON,ANY PERSON WHO LOOKED AT ME FOR THE FIRST TIME HAD THE IMPRESSION THAT THIS GUY IS NOTHING BUT A BELOW AVERAGE STUDENT WHO IS NOT TO BE CONSIDERED TO BE A VERY POWERFUL AUTHORITY IN ANYTHING...... MY EXTERNAL LOOKS INCLUDED SIMPLE PLAIN DRESSING OF HALF PANTS AND T-SHIRTS WITH CARTOONS ON THEM..... AND A BIG HUGE SODA GLASS IN FRONT OF MY EYES , THE DOCTORS TOLD ME THAT IT WAS A HELP FOR ME TO SEE CLEARLY.... THATS WHAT THEY EXPECTED I WOULD TAKE FOR AN ANSWER AT THE AGE OF 5 ........BUT THEN I I GUESS I WAS HAPPY WITH MYSELF..... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT WHATEVER MAY BE MY EXTERNAL APPEARANCE PEOPLE WILL LIKE ME FOR WHAT I AM ON THE INSIDE....... AT THAT AGE THIS WAS WHAT I BELIEVED , BUT THIS BELIEF WAS SHORT LIVED I WAS TEASED BY ALL MY FRIENDS THERE, MADE FUN OF....... I USE TO FEEL BAD, I NEVER COMPLAINED TO MY PARENTS ABOUT IT I DON'T KNOW WHY MAY BE I WANTED TO WIN ON MY OWN GUTS....... I WAS HIT BY THE BULLIES AT THE SCHOOL