BEING YOURSELF------ IS IT SO BAD

AS A KID I WAS A VERY SKINNY AND A NERD AS A PERSON,ANY PERSON WHO LOOKED AT ME FOR THE FIRST TIME HAD THE IMPRESSION THAT THIS GUY IS NOTHING BUT A BELOW AVERAGE STUDENT WHO IS NOT TO BE CONSIDERED TO BE A VERY POWERFUL AUTHORITY IN ANYTHING...... MY EXTERNAL LOOKS INCLUDED SIMPLE PLAIN DRESSING OF HALF PANTS AND T-SHIRTS WITH CARTOONS ON THEM..... AND A BIG HUGE SODA GLASS IN FRONT OF MY EYES , THE DOCTORS TOLD ME THAT IT WAS A HELP FOR ME TO SEE CLEARLY.... THATS WHAT THEY EXPECTED I WOULD TAKE FOR AN ANSWER AT THE AGE OF 5 ........BUT THEN I I GUESS I WAS HAPPY WITH MYSELF..... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT WHATEVER MAY BE MY EXTERNAL APPEARANCE PEOPLE WILL LIKE ME FOR WHAT I AM ON THE INSIDE....... AT THAT AGE THIS WAS WHAT I BELIEVED , BUT THIS BELIEF WAS SHORT LIVED I WAS TEASED BY ALL MY FRIENDS THERE, MADE FUN OF....... I USE TO FEEL BAD, I NEVER COMPLAINED TO MY PARENTS ABOUT IT I DON'T KNOW WHY MAY BE I WANTED TO WIN ON MY OWN GUTS....... I WAS HIT BY THE BULLIES AT THE SCHOOL , BUT NEVER TOOK ANYTHING SERIOUSLY ........ FOR ME THE WORLD WAS FILLED WITH WORDS AND ONLY WORDS....... AND FEELINGS, ACTUALLY I USE TO GO THE TOILET AND CRY OUT WHENEVER I FELT BAD........ LOL
HERE I AM THE MIRACLE MAKER AS MANY PUT IN FOR ME ...... WAS BEING MYSELF SO BAD FOR ME ....... TO BE FRANK I NEVER KNOW .... I HAD THE GUTS OF BEING MYSELF THROUGHOUT MY LIFE..... AND MANY PEOPLE ARE LIKE ME ..... BUT THEN THERE ARE SOME FRIENDS WE HAVE WHO DO NOT HAVE THESE GUTS, THEY TRY TO IMITATE SOMEONE OR THE OTHER IN ORDER TO MAKE THE WORLD FEEL THAT THEY ARE NOT A LAUGHING STOCK............ STOP IT !!!!!!!!!! MY FRIEND YOU ARE JUST NOT A LAUGHING STOCK MAN , ITS JUST THAT THE WORLD DOES NOT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOOD AT. SHOW IT TO THEM AND THEN THE WHOLE WORLD WILL STAND UP AND CLAP FOR YOU. LOOK THEM INTO THE EYE AND TELL THEM DUDE YOU WANNA LAUGH LOOKING AT ME SURE HAVE A LAUGH I AM PROUD I AM MAKING SOMEONE HAPPY (THIS IS ACTUALLY WHAT I ALWAYS USE TO THINK, IF SOMEONE IS LAUGHING AT ME THEN I GUESS GOD HAS GIVEN ME THIS MISSION KEEP EVERYONE HAPPY MAKE THEM SMILE MAKE THEM JUST FORGET THEIR TENSION WHICH FURTHER LED ME TO BECOME A HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSON I AM AND NOW I AM LOVED BY MOST OF THE PEOPLE I COME IN TOUCH WITH) I DID WHAT WAS CORRECT AND NOW I WANT YOU PEOPLE TO DO THAT CORRECT , KNOW YOURSELF FIRST AND THEN SHOW THE WORLD WHAT IT REALLY MEANS 'BEING YOURSELF' I BET AT LEAST THERE WOULD BE 10 PEOPLE THEN WHO WOULD THINK 'GOSH I SO MUCH WANT TO BE LIKE THAT PERSON'
JUST LAST WEEK I MET SOME PAST PUPIL OF MY SCHOOL HE WAS A JUNIOR TO ME , HE JUST STOOD UP TO ME SAID A HELLO AND TOLD ME THESE WORDS 'KUNAL YOU DON'T KNOW THIS BUT I AM GREAT ADMIRER OF YOURS' GUYS I AM AN ARTIST AND FOR A ARTIST THESE WORDS ARE THE FULFILLING WORDS , I TODAY FEEL PROUD THAT I ALWAYS WAS AND I AM STILL BEING MYSELF ..........
REMEMBER PEOPLE IMITATING IS DONE BY APES AND WE HAVE NOW EVOLVED TO BEING HUMANS, YOUR ORIGINALITY IS SOMETHING WHICH IS ONLY IN YOU NOT IN ANYONE ELSE SO BE ORIGINAL AT HEART MIND AND SOUL GOD BLESS ALL MY FRIENDS AND READERS HOPE YOU DO THE CORRECT 'BEING YOURSELF' BE HAPPY PEOPLE

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